Sleeping with your eye's open

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to watch your life from another perspective? I do, And did. I'm known among my friend's for my chronic Nightmares and bad dreams. It's hard to sleep at night knowing that my world is going to crash right before my eyes and not being able to do anything about it. Last night was a change.

As I sat at my computer desk my whole life dwindled before me. My money continued to lower till the number "$ 0.00" poped out at me. " I have nothing" I said to myself. I said it with a smile. I didn't care. I got up and picked up a slugger. 'Such a beautiful bat... Smash everything...' Suddenly I saw myself ripping through my computer like it was nothing. Bit's of glass and metal, wires and fragments of data, My Family and friends, my life scattered across the floor. My memories have been spent on the computer. Now they die with it. I turn to see myself in the mirror. Older, Darker, My hair a giant shock of white, my puples dialated wide, a ring of hazle surrounds it. Dark circles had formed in bag's under my wild eyes and I smiled lightly to myself. More of a smirk. ' Look at yourself. You are free...' A voice lingered.